♉ [OFF NETWORK: BWIC | DAY SIX]

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AA: phern.

AA: pheeeeeern.

AA: we gotta talk, bb.

AA: like, rnight nowww.

AA:

AA: orn nyaaaaao.

RS:

RS:

RS: / we do /

RS: / but / ah / not if you will cat pun at me /

RS: / not if you are planning on cat punning at me /

RS: / ? /

RS: / or / hm / i suppose / not if you have /

AA:

RS:

AA:

RS: / i’m giving up / haha / you know what i meant /

AA: arne you fucking drnunk.

RS:

RS: / mm / no/

RS: / simply tired / =:B / sorry /

AA: aww, dude, c’mon, you gotta sleeeeep.

RS: / yes / well / i can sleep when i am dead / haha /

RS: / but / i do not think that is any of your concern /

AA:

RS: / what do you need / ? / ? /

AA:

AA: rniiight.

AA: i’d ask how you arne, but w/e, i’m p surne that isn’t my  C O N C E RNN eithern, rnight?

AA: w/eee.

RS:

AA: matarni said yrn telling ernrnybody i’d have fucking left mah jie therne.

AA: if  Y O U hadn’t qq’d abt it.

RS:

RS: / what / ? / that’s not true /

AA: oh, so mata’s lying, now?

RS:

RS: / i am sure she didn’t think of it that way / but that is not what i meant / at all /

AA: she said you werne saying idgaf abt hern. enough to leave hern to get fucking  H E L M E D, i guess? bc that’s what i do? saved your ass like, eighty million goddamn times. saved hads’ boys ass forn no fucking rneason, ungrnateful git.

AA: i do wornk on sparnkplugs that could get me  C U L L E D. because if i can, then i fucking S H O U L D. but i’m gonna let yrn girnl have hern spine filled w/ tech and hern corne fucking  A T E by tech forn some fish’s ship upgrnade.

AA: totes.

AA: that’s me.

RS:

RS:

RS: / i didn’t /- say that -/

RS: / i don’t know what matari said / but i didn’t say that /

RS: / i said you wouldn’t have come / unless i’d asked /

RS: / and you /- wouldn’t -/ have /

RS: / because you didn’t think of the fact she was /- six -/

RS: / and that is /- too young -/ to make decisions that would end with her /- helmed -/

RS: / and that is fine / that is why she is my pupa / and not yours /

RS: / but i didn’t mean to imply you wouldn’t have come at /- all -/

RS: / and it is unfair of you to come in / swinging as if i did /

RS: / i trust you to do the right thing / when it comes down to it /

RS: / no matter what /

AA: rnight.

AA: is that why yrn lying all overn chat abt how i’m abt to molt, and i’m just so fucking  S C A RN E D abt it?

AA: wtf is that abt? one of yrn bluebloods is having an emotional crnisis, and you don’t want to embarnrnass T H E M?

RS:

RS: / =:/ /

RS: / there is no need to go disparaging kit /

AA: puhlease, i’m not going aftern yrn fucking   G I RN L.

AA: what abt any of yrn otherns? it ain’t like you don’t always got a goddamn dozen.

RS:

AA: which one arne you getting all wornrnied overn  T H I S time? bc therne’s bettern fucking ways to take carne of that shit than drnagging me and my rnep thrnough the fucking mirne.

AA: without even  A S K I N G.

AA: overn some blueblood

RS: / it is not /- dragging your reputation through the mud -/

RS: / and i would have asked / if i thought you would not promptly go and /

RS: / do /- this -/

RS: / i am tired of this /

AA:

RS: / i didn’t say anything of the sort to matari / i barely spoke to matari /

RS: / she was just concerned / and she became over-excited /

RS:/ as she /- always -/ does / that is not my /- fault -/

RS: / you can have the entire conversation / if you wish / i don’t care /

AA:

AA: i don’t need the entirne convernsation, dude.

AA: if you say you didn’t, w/e, it’s fine.

AA: mata is mata.

RS: / then /- fine -/ do not bring it up again /

RS:

RS: / or my /- blues -/

RS: / not that i even /- have -/ blues /

RS: / you cannot hold the fact i am friends with higher castes against me /forever /

AA: it’s not the fact yrn frniends w/ highern castes, dude. you   K N O W that. it’s the fact yrn frniends w/ highern castes, then you let them fuck you  U P.

RS:

RS: / versus you / ? /

AA:

AA: wtf is that supposed to mean, dude?

RS: / i just think it is unfair that /

RS: / i love you /

RS: / i love you a great deal more than i love anything else / except for kit / and i don’t know what i would ever do without you /

RS: / every time i have turned around / since i could first /- remember -/ you have been there / and i have been there for you / even when we were living apart / or we were on different continents / or when we thought we half-hated each other /

RS: / and i have always tried to make sure i can be there / and that you were my highest priority / and /

RS: / i never minded / not really / because it made sense / ! / why wouldn’t you be / ? / you were my /- moirail -/ and even when we had split up /

RS: / you were still something more important than quadrants / in the end /
AA: aww, phern.

RS: / but /

RS: / but i have come to realise /

RS: / i can’t trust you /

RS: / it’s not the same for you / at all /

AA: ofc it is, dude. yrn, like, my numbern one.

RS: / then how come you have literally just / never shown it / ? /

AA:

AA: wtf.

AA: how many fucking times have i fetched you out of shit? like, in temasek, w/ yrn zeds, w/ yrn fucking   C U S T O M E R S.

RS: / when it’s /- convenient -/

RS: / when it will make you feel better / or when /- you -/ are scared /

RS: / hadean was awful to me /  you looked the other way /

RS: / prisma was /- always -/ awful to me / and i had /- ullane -/ and /- matari -/ worrying over that / not you /

RS: / because you were so keen to befriend hadean /

RS: / it was just /

RS:

RS: / it was easier to ignore how people treat me /

RS: / because it has /- always -/ been easy for you to ignore how people treat me /

AA:

AA:

AA:

RS: / you didn’t even care about kilran /

RS: / until you realised he was threatening to cull me /

RS: / and he had been doing that for /- perigees -/ at that point /

AA:

RS: / and he wasn’t even friends with any of your /- people -/ the ones that evidently mattered more than /- me -/

RS: / he was just some /- hanger-on -/

RS: / but it would’ve been inconvenient to even / oh / tell him to stop / ? /

RS: / so you didn’t /

RS: / miss /- ullane -/ played auspistice for the two of us /

RS: / a complete /- stranger -/ because she was worried / he might /- kill me -/

RS: / and you didn’t care / until it got public enough to bother you /

RS: / and now you’re doing the same thing with lu /

AA:

AA: she’s a patient, phern. i’m not, like - if she wasn’t, ofc i’d hit hern, but, like.

AA: she’s not even thrneatening you forn rnealsies.

AA: she’s just being an ass. she’s always an ass.

RS: / it only matters if people are threatening to /- kill me -/ ? /

AA: dude, you can just walk away.

RS:

RS: / why does it always fall on /- me -/ to walk away / ? /

RS: / everyone else can say whatever they want / and i am meant to just / shrug it off / ignore it /- walk away -/

RS: / and if i don’t / then i am being /- bratty -/ or /- petulant -/ or /- cruel -/ and any escalation is now /- my -/ fault /

RS: / why am i on such a higher standard than every other troll you know / ? /

RS: / we were moirails / and i would die for you /

RS: / but /

RS: / i don’t even think you would ever inconvenience yourself for me /

RS: / without having to think about it / and consider it /

RS: / you are not rescuing mah jie / because of me /

RS: / it was never about /- me -/

RS: / it /- is -/ never about me /

AA:

AA: that’s not trnue.

RS:

RS: / and it is not as if it /- should -/ be about me /

RS: / i am not vain / it does not have to be /

RS: / but it would be nice / sometimes / if it could be /

AA: wtf. phernnn. we should tlk abt this irnl. because, dude. duuude.

AA: it’s not like that. i prnomise.

RS:

RS: / that /

RS: / is a lacklustre statement /

RS:

RS: / i don’t think we need to talk about this at all / honestly /

RS: / let me know when you have retrieved mah jie / i will try to see if someone can bring her back here /

RS: / good light / sipara

AA:

AA: phern, wtf, don’t bail on me.

AA: ‘cmon, we can talk abt it online. i prnomise. it’s fine. i’m soz forn suggesting othernwise.

RS: / good light /

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